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Monday, 20 August 2007

  • so i picked up the nasty habit of smoking.  I love it.  Mostly because it affords me the luxury of not having to interact with the yuppies that loathe it. Its like a "get out of talking to annoying shallow people" card.  Not to mention i cant think of an ex girlfriend that would tolerate it.  One less thing.

    Ever sit back and think that.  one less thing.  its nice sometimes, allowing life the opportunity to grace you with circumstances that simplify. One more year, then its army ranger time!! hooah.

    How many people ask me "as a soldier, do i support the war?"  what idiot supports war?  other than religious types out on a quest... crusades, israelites 3000 years ago, modern islamic extremists... any historic extremist,prolife abortion bombers.  Ever find a soldier that is pro-war? doubtful, unless theyre on a death wish.  We dont support it, we fight it.  Fight so you that those who are o-so-vocal can retain your freedom to bitch about whatever tickles your fancy.

    im tired of humans. so fickle, so dissappointing. i dare do all that may become a man, who dares do more is none.

Wednesday, 27 June 2007

Friday, 16 February 2007

  • I stand at a crossroad,
    drowning in a sea of all
    the secrets I can't tell you.
    I wait here for everything, for nothing
    (for you)  But it keeps raining,
    and you (you don't see me as I really am)
    only see a pale shadow of
    the lover I could be.
    So I will fare thee well and
    go through the motions of forgetting.
    When we meet again someday
    (in the long forever) I will smile
    and remember the love that wasn't
    (couldn't) and the rain on my face.
    (the rain that hid tears)♠

    for L

Monday, 15 May 2006

  • Cor ad cor loquitur

    Some believe in carpe diem... some people actually buy into the idea of sucking the marrow out of life.  Some people are brave;  they fanatically wear their hearts on their sleeves, and live daring lives of hopeless romanticism and impractical chivalry.  A few brave souls will live life loving, truly sacrificing self for the happiness of others, going through life accepting scars, knowing that what does not kill them makes them stronger.  Some will have the patience to wait, finding that it in fact is worth it.  Some people believe they can conquer their world and the only thing that stops them...
    is everything else.